I’ve Got A Feeling

Today feels weird.  That feeling started just after I checked my email

No, I haven’t heard from My Love for awhile.  I probably won’t hear from her.  I opened my email and found alot of nothing.  Some Facebook junk, an ad for a sale at an electronics store (I’ve been thinking about getting a laptop so I can write at home), and something about the Red Riot hockey banquet at the end of the month.

But there wasn’t an email from live body.  It would’ve been nice to find something.

This is an observation, no pitty party goin’ on here.  I understand that it’s coincidental, with  no reason to believe that no one is thinking of me.  But I spent the day at work with a feeling of isolation, like I was in a room with a one-way mirror.  I couldn’t see out and was hoping, praying that someone on the other side was trying to communicate with me.   It was just one of those times when I wanted to reach out to someone.  But it felt like I was waving my hand like mad and no one was paying attention.

The message I’m getting from the Universe is if no one seeks me out, then I need to seek  out my friends and family. 

Maybe the Universe has the winning PowerBall numbers.  I doubt it.

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2 Responses to I’ve Got A Feeling

  1. Marge says:

    see your feeling is wrong, because I checked out your blog site around five pm Iowa time and you hadn’t written a new entry.
    I also checked it first thing this morning (around 9 am)
    I was thinking of you then.
    And obviously I am thinking of you now to check back in and see if you had written anything interesting this evening.
    one day, when you aren’t even looking, Miss Wonderful will walk into your life.
    I honestly believe that.
    You just have to believe in yourself and be open to the idea.
    in the mean time, keep writing because I check your blog faithfully every day.
    And sometimes more than once a day
    your Iowa friend

    • megawfa79 says:

      Thanks, Marge. It was just one of those days. I told myself in the shower that I’m the only one responsible for my own happiness. I do believe that. But yesterday just hit a nerve, I’m not sure why.
      And thanks for the encouraging words about my love life. Maybe it’s just not my time right now. After being married for 20 years, and the relationship with my love for 18 months, I need to detox. LOLOL Seriously, I’m just going to live my life and see what happens.
      I appreciate your concern.

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