Monthly Archives: November 2009

Something From My College Radio Days

  There are days when my life feels like this, when memories fill your head and you can’t get past them.  As much as I try to believe that you can’t change the past, the difficulty lies in if/how you … Continue reading

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Standing, Observing From Afar

I am happy to report that, despite my curious nature, I did NOT go into the belly of the beast on Friday. Black Friday is for crazy people.  Those who make the choice to rise too early and stake their … Continue reading

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Stop Me If You’ve Heard This One Before

Uh, oh…here comes another rant.  Don’t worry, this one is justified. I love Christmas music, especially the sacred music that doesn’t get played to death.  Some people prefer Handel’s Messiah, others like the Bach Christmas Oratorio.  I prefer carols.  Especially … Continue reading

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Running In Circles

I checked my L.L. Bean schedule for the next couple of weeks.  I am working six days straight, one day off, then four days. OUCH!  What makes it painful is that my out time is MIDNIGHT, and I have to … Continue reading

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Good First Step

Last night was an evening I really needed. I had found The Squire online Friday afternoon and I asked his plans for the weekend, thinking we could relax, enjoy some home brew and catch up.  He responds with an invitation … Continue reading

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I’m Gonna Find It, Even If I Have To Keep Looking When I’m Dead

On to the next challenge….. Get a Life I never thought I’d be using that phrase on myself but, at the point in time, it applies to me.  It’s been an on-going struggle for me since my separation in ’07. … Continue reading

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Say You’re Sorry To The Nice Lady

I have been a bad boy. After posting yesterday, I checked my email and discovered a response from My Love.  I got the full lowdown on her reasons behind the breakup.  We are both at fault, but she is blaming … Continue reading

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Oh, Before You Go…

I realize that I mentioned in the previous post I wouldn’t write about My Love.  But I have to share this. The reason she broke off our relationship was money. Apparently, I wasn’t the knight in shining armor she hoped … Continue reading

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Hello, Houray

I’m back.  This time, I am walking a bit humbler, but a little bit jaded and stunned.  I made a promise to My Love that I would not write about her, and I will keep it. But I return with a … Continue reading

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Everybody’s Got Something To Hide ‘Cept For Me and My Monkey

Time to grow a pair…man up…let the big dog eat No more whimpy whinning. No more driving myself crazy over a decision I didn’t make. And if I resort to this behavior again, I officially give you permission to kick … Continue reading

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