Time to grow a pair…man up…let the big dog eat
No more whimpy whinning.
No more driving myself crazy over a decision I didn’t make.
And if I resort to this behavior again, I officially give you permission to kick my butt.
I love her, I want to be with her, I want us to keep moving forward as a couple. But that’s not going to happen. Those are her issues and it’s her life. If she chooses to include me, wonderful.
Otherwise, me and my brass monkeys are heading out. I need to take a few days and just “be”. I’ll see you….whenever.
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November 14, 2009 at 12:48 AM
Virginia Gruver
I’m reading Robert B. Parker’s Jesse Stone series. If you haven’t read them, they also made a few movies about the books. Don’t mean to be disrespectful. Not really even sure why I’m mentioning it but you seem like a nice guy and it’s strange but you seem to be living a life similar to this character’s life. He is divorsed from the love of his life and can’t go on. He’s immersed himself in booze to cope. I love the series but that part of it drives me nuts. I want to see this character be happy but he seems to keep getting drawn into this woman’s life and she can’t seem to decide what she wants. So confusing and so sad. I am reading the fourth in the series so not sure where the character arc is going yet but I truly want to see him resolve this issue so he can be happy. I’d like to see the same for you.
November 14, 2009 at 7:42 AM
megawfa79
thanks, Virginia. I am my own worst enemy. Some of what I’m experiencing I bring upon myself. I love this woman with all my heart, but I can’t understand why she’s doing this. On one level, I usderstand her actions. She is alot like me and, at times, can’t seem to get out of her own way. Thanks for the suggestons for reading. I’ll see if I can find him at the library.